A Library Of Living Life.

I love the nights when Jeffrey falls asleep holding my hand :) Nights like these make everything that goes wrong and everything that is causing so much stress just go away. It is when this happens i know that the two of us love each other so much and everything will be alright. With all the cars breaking down, financial problems, working issues, and just stupid things we fight about, holding his hand as we both drift into a peaceful slumber takes all those problems away. (Now I know that previous sentence is Probably a fragment or at least has something wrong with it. And I DON'T CARE!!) This is my dance.

There are so many things I wish in this world. Wish I was taller. I wish I could look good in my own clothes. I wish I didn't have to struggle with the unfortunate car break down. I wish I had more friends. I wish I didn't have to go to school. I wish I had enough money to comfortably live. I wish I could obtain th things in life I want and Jeffrey wants. I wish I could afford things. I wish writing wasn't so hard for me. I wish academics came easily for me. I wish I was as close with my family as I use to be. I wish I didn't get upset as much as I do. I wish my dad would have the garage he has wanted for so many years. I wish I was stronger, physically, mentally and emotionally. I wish I wasn't looked down upon for being Gay. I wish Natalie lived so much closer. I wish Jeff and Jessica would stop smoking. I wish Amanda didn't have to struggle financially. I wish Meagan didn't get frustrated so easily. I wish Tyler never got in his accident. I wish Jeffrey ...