A Library Of Living Life.

What a week this has been. Beginning with a terrible trip to SLC, breaking down...car and emotionally. Then the week seemed to do a complete 360 and everything was better. Denver sure did me a lot of good. Getting away from Pocatello was probably one of the best things that has happened. I missed Jeffrey like none other. It didn't help that his phone charger was left in my car as it sits on the corner of Redwood and 900 North, Salt Lake City, Utah. The only means of communication was Facebook, and the two of us are never online at the same time. So we communicated via messages. Finally, the day before Thanksgiving, Jeffrey was visiting his mom and used her phone to call me. Thank God. I had been waiting for that call for the entire week. It was amazing to hear his voice again. Every day we went out shopping...and by us, I mean Natalie, Bean, Jordyn and I, of course becuase you all know who I was with. ha ha. We never went to the same mall twice. It was amazing. And I have found a n...

I love Denver. It is one of the friendliest cities I have ever been to. And not friendly like "Heeeeeeeeeeey!!" but friendly like "Go ahead, I'll hold the elevator door for you." I mean of course they are not friendly enough to pick up your camera for you when you drop it and it slids to their feet. They would just watch it happen and tell you that it happened. But it is the thought that counts. Most people in other cities wouldn't even do that. So kudos Denver, you have won my heart back. Downtown is one of my absolute favorite places in Denver. Seriously, the building are so freaking gorgeous and it is not like Pocatello, beautiful at a distance when you cannot see how dirty it actually is. It is clean and very green...green as in look at those trees AND in the lets-ride-bikes-today way. Denver:123721871 Pocatello:3 You think I am lying... here is proof. You all owe me $10 for doubting me. Come on, pay up. You can make check out to Jacob Scott Diller. I al...

Innocently Checking The Train Route.... STRIKE A POSE! VOUGE ON THE H-LINE

Happy 21st Birthday to me! Hurray, I can now purchase alcohol. Although I really do not intend to make any purchases. Made it to Denver! And boy was it a disaster. Let me bring you up to date with everything that went down. -Saturday November 20th- Wake up finally get ready for the day, still not packed. Take Jeffrey to work becuase we plan on me just picking him up from work and then head out of town immediately. All plans go great. Jeffrey is off work, we are on the road within 10 minutes. We have a great ride to Utah. We talk about everything. Work. Our future family. Cars. Gossip a little. School. Music. Everything. We have tense moments, funny moments, sad moments, cute moments, we have moments. Hunger sneaks its way into Jeffrey. We decide to stop at Cracker Barrel in Layton, UT. Dinner was delicious. Now I cannot remember exactly what we were laughing at and all I DO remember is __________ Pastures... Not quite sure, maybe Jeffrey remembers, but it was hilarious. Birthday was go...

How lucky am I? I have everything in life I could imagine having at this time. I have a car to get me places I need to go. I have a roof over my head, although it may not be the best, it works. I have 16 years of schooling behind me and 21 years of gained knowledge. I have all the material posessions I could even think of owning. I have the greatest man in my life who cares for me more than anyone could possibly care. I have friends. Actual friends. I have a job that allows me to afford the things I need and want. I have family members that love me. I have more than I could ever want. Jeffrey has been so good to me. I dunno how he puts up with all my crazy OCDness. He never says a thing about me having to have the bed made before I get in it. He does the laundry all the time. I hate doing laundry and I am so glad he does it haha. He has even done the dishes when I cannot get around to them. I come home from work at night to find the house in order. It is the best feeling coming home an...

Jeffrey thinks I'm fat. He's a keeper.

Yes, there is a secret world in the clouds, just like in Mario. My head has been up in this beautiful city all weekend! Jeffrey and I have finally moved into our apartment :) It was so fraking adorable!! Yes that is fraking, not freaking. For all your IPA people it is with a æ . For non IPA people, the sound the A makes is the same sound as in Apple, or Lad. Life with Jeffrey has proven to be amazing. No fights about silly things, yet. Teehee. We made dinner together last night and it was super cute and fun. Corn bread, turkey, mashed potatoes, and veggies :) And it was super delicious! We even cracked open the Sparkling Cider. Hurray for New Beginnings. There will be photos of the new apartment, but you have to wait a few more days. Also we may be having a house warming party, just for kicks and giggles, and if we do, there are some pretty cool things at Bed, Bath And Beyond that we wouldn't mind having in our cute place. AKA A Tea Candle Holder...... Hint Hint To everyone.

Baaaaah!! Friendship booms again :) Hurray I have not had friends that I hang out with frequently for the longest time, and it is so nice. Lakota Terrace has always been a friend, and by always of course I mean ever since I first met him two years ago. Just recently he and I have started hanging out and who would have known we make great friends. DUH! Yes yes, we have reached that point in the friendship where I try on all his clothes and let actually lets me wear them! Hurray, my wardrobe has increased again. Not to mention Lakota is one of the only people I know that I can actaully engage in conversation. Jen Ruiz. I dunno even where to begin. Jen. Ruiz. Simply amazing. I am super happy her and I are friends. It makes my day when I see her and get to hug her. She always compliments me and it is super sweet. Most common compliment, "You smell good." haha I love that compliment. But the most outrageous/cutest compliment yet, "You have a perdy mouth." and "Your ...

entered a stupid stage of jealousy yesterday officially out of money in regards to the last blog i am not as selfish as it may apppear that was for kicks and giggles i dont expect people to get me anything i miss jeffrey now more than ever sometimes to the extent of nearing tears because i am so lame