A Library Of Living Life.

Preface: This blog may contain stupid feelings. I wish I had an Almanac for my life. A book I could go through, find the day, and see what kind of a day I should expect. If I need to prepare for a day of disappointment, extreme excitement, anger and frustration, or sadness. Well today was kind of a mixture of everything, only the super excitement didn't peak. Woke up late, but still had time to do the dishes, fold some laundry, clean out my fridge, make lunch, do some more dishes, and get completely ready for the day. Left for school, but left my dinner at home on the counter. Oh, and find out that my bike tire is flat again. Grab my car keys and drive to school...luckily I found a parking spot. A good friend from Idaho Falls texted me right before I walked into choir, and he wanted to hang out for the 2 hours he was in town.. but I had to go to choir. Sad because I really wanted to hang out with him and catch up. Choir was okay. Sang my heart out...but struggled like none other. S...

First thing is first... what the heck is with the photo of Natalie? Well I have a new obession, Pinterest.com and I wanted to Pin a photo of Natalie so her friend Tessa could repin it on her "Things I Miss" board... and you cannot Pin photos of people from facebook or even google image search, so I thought of the next best thing...Pin the photo from my blog. Explanation complete. Secondly, my laptop battery is officially on the rocks. I am afraid I am going to have to keep my laptop on Life Support. Thirdly, I am grateful to be in the family I was born in. Lately I have been following a particular person on facebook...mainly because I was on this individuals page one day and I saw a few comments that this individuals mother wrote and it really got me to thinking. I have never been in the kind of situation with my mother that this person is. Yes, at times I get super frustrated and upset with my mom, but she definitely feels the same way about me, but everything she says to m...

There are some things that just turn me on. Not the way tank top, 5 o'clock shadow, and handstands do, but in a completely explainable way. I dunno what it is about these certain. . . things? Appearances? Concepts? Whatever they are, they do something to me. Turn On #1 - - This Particular Bar Of Music. It is not that the rhythms, notes, or key does anything to me, it is the way that the riv--er is written and the way gath--ther is crossed out. Turn On #2 - - Shoes Worn Without Socks. Just the concept of wearing shoes without socks just. . . turns my crank. Being able to see the muscles on the top of the foot drives my mind crazy. I love it. I think it is so sexy :D Turn On #3- - Big Hair. Big, tall, dark, hair does it all. I love blond hair, but when it comes to dark brown hair that can't be tamed and is out of control I see it, and instantly fall in love with it. I stare, wish for it. No hair style can compare to it. The more hair, the better :)

This is epic. This makes me love Lady Gaga even more. Every credible musician should sing this song, at least once in their lifetime. And she puts a lovely little spin on it. Her voice is definitely fit for this type of singing.

Let's talk about the weekend. Friday: Just a simple day of work. A lot of laughter, smiles and delicious food. Saturday: Wake up, have a major clean attack. Spend the rest of my day at work. 10:30 AM-11:30 PM. Nice. Go out dancing with a new friend! What a lovely night. Sunday: Work at American Eagle from 11:00 AM to 4:00 PM, eh. Made the mistake of laying down on "The Life Sucking Couch" and passed out for 5 hours. Great, totally threw off my sleep schedule. Well wake up, decide to bake some cookies, just for fun. Then John says, "Hey come see me at work." Okay, I have nothing to do. Jump in my car and drive clear to Chubbuck to get some Xing Tea. Say hi to John and on my way home, I think, "Hey, I am already clear out here, Imma check out the ice hockey registration schedule." So I keep driving towards Fort Hall...to the ice hockey rinks...on the edge of Chubbuck. I grab my bag with my laptop in it so I can steal some WiFi. I walk up to the door, ch...