Pizza And Alcohol.

Wrapping up yet another semester. And it feels so great to almost be done. I have decided that the Winter Break is not long enough. I am always unprepared for the Spring semester. It is so hard to stay focused. Not to mention everything that has happened during this last semester. Falling out of love (YES I SAID FALLING OUT OF LOVE!!!), trying to hang on for dear life, trying to repair relationship with family, officially becoming single again, losing the man I love, slightly hitting a whore stage, going to parties where I am absolutely out of place, falling in Like, social interactions become hard again, drama drama drama, moving back into my parents house, feeling defeated, emotions getting the best of me and of course feeling the need to spend all my free time working out and getting my body back.

It is going to be nice to take the summer off from social interaction with several people. It is time for an intervention. I feel the need to delete people off FB for a moral cleanse. As cliche as that is, it may have to happen. I need to rid myself of all the negativity I am being associated with. It is sad that I am using FB as a moral compass, haha, maybe I need to just rid myself of FB and start actually being a friend with people, not just a FB friend. Who knew that FB would be the only social interaction, if you can call it that, I have with some of my "bestest friends."

I am excited for the days when I can just go outside and draw with chalk again. Longing for hour long hikes and sun bathing. I will soon again be reminded of those pleasures...hopefully, if Mother Natures gets her damn act together. Midol, Ibuprofen 1000mg, I dunno just something!

Ps. New favorite song, Duck Sauce, Barbra Streisand.

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  1. MadyMay 3, 2011 at 8:24 PM

    So if you're getting rid of all the negativity in your life, does that explain why I never see you anymore? This explains soooo much about why I'm suddenly feeling very lonely....perhaps more of my associates are doing this very same thing and I've mad everyone's list...that kinda sucks...

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