A Library Of Living Life.

Well today was the day. I finally turned on my heater.  I am so disappointed in myself that I did not make it until at least November. I even tried to tough it out by putting two comforters in my duvae cover. Negative. I failed.  I realized that I needed to actually turn it on when I was eating some food today that was super hot and when I opened my mouth to breathe I could see my breath. Why did I insist on keeping my apartment so cold? Because I dislike having to rely so much on something  as simple as heat...I am the same way with electricity. Old fashioned I guess. Conservation is the key. Last night was a delightful evening. It was date night with  Alexa and Lakota. I always love these nights we do, and I  wish we would be able to keep them going regularly, but  unfortunately we are all too busy with out own lives to actually keep it scheduled every week. Hopefully we will be able to actually hold these get togethers tw...

The day began out wonderfully... Woke up in warm bed, with a smiling face.  Went to kickboxing and kicked some boxes. Got a card from Natalie. Wearing my Lesbian sweater today. Then I check my email... "Jacob I had to review grades today for the department and find you may be in trouble....come see me so we can figure out a strategy to get your grade up." Great. And this is one of the classes that ACTUALLY counts.  It is all because I miss the stupid journal entries.  How do I miss these easy assignments? NO ONE ever announces them.  I don't have internet access at home, on my phone, or at work so checking my  Moodle is a once a day thing when I get to ISU for a brief period of time.  And of course they are not listed on the syllabus. I know it is my own fault for missing the assignments. I guess I should just be thankful that my professor wants to help me out and see what I can do to get  my grade up in...

I am so stoked for this Halloween! Cannot wait to go to all the haunted attractions! Eeeeek, I just wanna get so scared that I pee!  And this means I gotta have a Rocky Horror party soon :) I love my legs, shoot dang.  I must say I think they are one of the most  attractive parts of my body.  Not to mention I am so happy I have ankles. This week was the Work Week From Hell, and that is putting it lightly. I am so glad that I didn't have to work today. Within the last week I have worked 58 hour along  with going to all my classes. Accomplished, much? I am beginning to see my past come back to me.  In some ways I am scared, but in many ways I am excited. I am also beginning to realize how different my attitude and thought process is from my peers. My decision making apparently isn't as normal as I thought it was. I thought that doing what makes me happy was a good approach to life, but as of late I am one of ...

How in the world am I functioning today? How  will I function tomorrow? Two nights ago I got absolutely zero sleep. Made the mistake of going to Ladies Night and then  skating afterward. Okay not a mistake, it was actually a very great choice :D Then I hung out with a friend for the next few hours, late into the night. It always happens. For some reason we just chat it up into the wee hours of the morning. I gotta figure this out and get more sleep.  Well then yesterday I started my day at 9:03 in the AM and had class until 2:00 and work immediately after class was let out. Work from 2:00 until 9:00 at the Rink and then because I  have a hard time refusing to work, I worked at American Eagle until 2:00 AM. Of course after working so late, I cannot  focus and get delusional therefore, I cannot relax. Sleep didn't occur  until around 6:00....Aaaaand began today at 8:03 AM with work at 10:00 until 5:45. Luckily I get a nice ...

It's Halloween season right? Here is a little scary story... The other day I decided to go hot tubbing and relax before taking a quiz. So I grab my cute little trunks from off the hook outside and put them on. I look down to see a little white spot on the right leg. Just thinking it was something small like a cotton fuzz or some other little static clinging particle. Flick it once, flick it twice..and it is still there. I give it one last brush of with my hand and that little "fuzz" cracks open and 15+ little spiders come crawling out. ALL.OVER.MY.BODY. It was like a scene from Arachnophobia. I lost my shit. I have never been so terrified in my entire life.  I rip off my swimming suit, and just jump in the hot tub naked to make  sure I get all those disgusting bugs off me. Chlorine water is my new best friend. Not to mention I was hot tubbing with a couple gals and I am glad  that seeing a nude Homo isn't too life threatening....

This week has been a week of fashion mishap. Monday, white pants, after Labor Day. Yesterday I wore a brown belt with black shoes. Today, I wore sweats to school for the first time, ever. Even throughout high school, I have never worn sweats. I got  fully dressed every single day even if I felt like crap. Well, that's over. I wonder what other fashion No-nos I will do throughout the week.  I just hope I can stay away from sequins, stretchy pants, and crocks. Luckily I was able to redeem myself Monday by being a Ca-Li-Fornia Gurl :) I guess summer is almost over, so I gotta make the best of the few warm days we have left :) The other day at work, a customer brought this in to me :) It says "Wishing You Rainbows" Oh.My.God I love it!  Yes yes, I complain about my job sometimes, but when you get right down to it, I LOVE it all! I get to meet some really awesome people...that bring me cute little gifts :) Ha ha and of course the...