Nachos N A Hug.

when will it end?
everytime I convince myself i am over you
my heart makes it known i was lying.
who would have thought taking photos out of
frames would be so hard. who would have thought
seeing an empty apartment would be so
emotionally draning. it is an endless wheel of
torment, one i just can't escape. sure losing
a fiancé and boyfriend is hard, but the worst
part is losing the best friend i have always
wanted. it will never be the same between us.
there will never be that chance of running into
each other and reconnecting at the mall. or
getting a surprise visit. now everthing is just the
way it was last february. still in like with
a guy that has no affection towards me. shame for
letting it be the same guy.

My Heart Burns With The Desire To Rekindle The Flame,
Or At Least Create A Spark. A Spark Not Necessarily In
The Direction Of Romantic Affairs, But The Spark Of At
Least Friendship. Although It Seems The Desires Of The
Heart Stay With The Heart.

sunday i will be back at square one. goodbye. safe
travels. "what are you looking at rogain failure?"